kenapa?

kenapa gue baru tau klo hri ini last day school for secondary?
knp gue baru tau kalo dia ga bakal masuk lagi sampe gue pindah?
knp gue bisa g ktemu dia d hari terakhir dia sekolah?
knp gue sempet ngarep bisa actually talk ti him? not just a word or two?
knp gue bisa suka sama dia? kenapa gue sakit gini?
knp gue sesek? knp mata gue merah? knp mata gue basah?
knp sedih gini? kenapa perut gue g enak? knp gw sobbing?
knp dia ngeliatin gue terus? kenapa matanya g bsa d tebak waktu itu?
knp kamis kmaren kbanyakan bkn dy nge busted gw ngeliatin dy?
knp hari kamis gue ngebusted dy ngeliatin jg?
knp walopun dah gue busted dy msii liatin gue?
knp dy hang around gue?

it's goodbye. matanya bilang goodbye k gue? g ah. tpi klo dari bahasa matany..
knp gue sedih mau pisah sama dia?
knp gue g ska dy aja? knp gue harus sayang dia juga??
knp gue harus ngerasain ini? knp ?

knp?knp?knp?knp?knp?

gue sayang dia.

oh I hate people

dear....

I'm sorry

I'm sorry if I'm not girlie like my sist.
I'm sorry if I don't like to get on people's business unless they want me to.
I'm sorry if I never like to spends hours checking out clothes with ya.
I'm sorry if I never like pinks and things.
I'm sorry if I love reading instead of Talking with ya.
I'm sorry if I'd like be quiet instead of talking my problems to you. (you never solve it!)
I'm sorry if you hate me.
I'm sorry if I HATE you.

Love. Kenny Kev.

shit

SHIT!!!

AARGGH!!!!
CLOSE!!!!
phieew---- my secret's SAVE.

sounds weird. I know.

by the way I wanna share you guys something

hot 'eh??
yea.. I know.

Bored...

I'm sso bored.
so I wanna ask you a favor.
please ask me for some wise words, maybe the words aren't comin' from me
( so I wont take the credit!:P)
but I will try to give my best words.
you could tell me what kind of situation are you in.
it's just for fun.
don't take it seriously.

it's Cool if you don't want to give me any comment.
I made this just for fun anyway.



but (still) please, please, please comment down here

hey.

finished creating my second blog

hh....
just tellin' ya, if you wanted to see the bright side of my life, then open kennykev's.


love lost. love found. love lost again. (I know it kinda sounds like luggage)

I'm graduating. I'm gonna lost my whole family, my real family, my class members.

I never get so close to someone before.

I never loved people as much as I loved them.

I just couldn't handle the pain.



second prob. him.

after a whole semester I secretly admiring him...

I will be gone to another place without tellin' him how much I loved him...

I will be gone to another place without he knowing that I do existed.....

I will be gone to another place without giving him the song I made for him...

bye my secret crush, my Idol, My..... no, I have no right to call him "my love"...

you better open kenny kev's now. cuz I'm signing out.